I Will Not Let You

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I will not let you

Make me feel less than I want to feel that I am worth

I will not let you

Determine how I will react to your choices

I will not let you

Create my destiny for me

I will not let you

Treat me in a manner that is hurtful

I will not let you

Define me

I will not let you

Judge my pain in an effort to eliminate yours

I will not let you

Take the best parts of me for yourself

I will not let you

Be less than honest with yourself

I will not let you

Design my life for me should you leave

I will not let you

Destroy my feelings for you until I am ready to dismiss them myself

I will not let you

Have me carry your feelings for you anymore

I will not let you

Pretend that everything will be fine if you leave..it won’t…for all of us

I will not let you

You keep me indefinitely in this place of limbo

I will not let you

Weaken my own resolve for a better me and a better life

I will not let you

Continue to cry on my shoulder about your pain

I will not let you

Tell me who and what I have to be after you are gone

I will not let you

Craft a fantasy that you expect me to live in

I will not let you

Teach our children about cowardice without a response

I will not let you

Ruin everything that is good that lies within me

I will not let you

Make me bitter or make me hate you

So you can leave

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5 thoughts on “I Will Not Let You

  1. Love your writing and it breaks my heart that you’re dealing with a H who seems to be in MLC. It’s hell on earth when you realize the loving wonderful H you’ve shared your life with for 30 years has become an alien. Look closely for a woman around the corner waiting or one in his mind that he wants around the corner waiting. Not saying there is, but I know the blueprint. Hope he’s just being a shit and is not in MLC.

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    • I do not believe he is involved with someone but we really never know someone even though we think we do. I do think he is doing what he can in his capacity to try to make things better.

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