You Changed Your Password

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You changed your password to your phone

You didn’t tell me

Our daughter did

And with that omission

It sent me the clear signal that our marriage is over

As far as you are concerned

This marriage is dead to you

The line is cut and there is no dial tone

After all these years

No hidden passwords between us

You tell me it is because I went to see the letter you wrote

To your family

Not knowing that you would mind

But you changed your password before you knew I had seen it

You blame the fact that I have a blog. that I keep private from you

But you have a journal and I don’t feel the need to look

What this really is…you are shutting down and shutting me out

And you have some reason to want to keep secrets

That you never had the need to keep before

I dislike you for your secrecy

Your secrecy now more important to you than our marriage

I dislike you for your timing

It doesn’t bode well for the future

But the worst part of it is

I still love you so much it hurts